Nothing has killed me yet. Not even you.

"But I would lay my armor down, if you'd say you'd rather love than fight." --t.swift

A Letter To My Future Boyfriend

July 20, 2011

Hey you.

As I am writing you this letter, it has been 9 months since my first boyfriend and I broke up. I don't regret our lost love because if it hadn't ended, I would have not met you. In my past relationship, I hadn't been a perfect girlfriend. I had my fair share of tantrums. I get jealous. I get mean.

Forgive me, I am just a girl with sensitive needs and wants.

I'm okay if you're not perfect too. I will love all your faults because that's what makes you who you are. In fact, I will love you more because of it.

I won't say I'm a different person now. All I know is that I have improved over time. Time has healed the scars of my once tragic story and now I am ready to love again. I cannot promise you the world but I can give you something, something you have the power to break - my heart.

With you, I promise to love more and fear less. With you, I promise to neither care about the past nor the future, but rather, enjoy what we have at present. With you, I promise to give the utmost care I could give with no expectations in return. All I want is your heart in exchange of mine.

I may not know you yet, but I know you are out there. Perhaps I've seen you, but not know who you are. Perhaps you are here with me in this crowded room. Perhaps you are in a wrong relationship. I may not know you yet, but believe me when I tell you that I love you with all my heart.

Sincerely yours,

Princess j.